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Planning for taiwan

2010-07-26T19:05:00.003+08:00

Can anyone give me some suggestion of cheap and good deals stuffs that i can get in Taiwan?

And what are the must do, eat, buy there?

anyone who have any suggestions or any comment can email to me at sineeng@hotmail.com to share ur views.

Thank you!

2009-03-12T18:39:00.002+08:00

i wonder wonder wonder..........................

Bday is just a day for the individual to rmb how long they have lived and also grown a year older, more mature more independent more responisble for one's own action and decision.

One day by one day, time goes by in flick second.... the next minute u realised it, one day has gone... then one week gone, then one month gone.... 20 years has gone by.

friends ard me r slowly turing older and older including me.... but wat always happen is either they totally forget abt me, nv even bother to ask whether i am free to get tgt with them or rmb to ask me to share presents for another of our friends... i wonder do they even noe mine is just a fews days before her???
Do they noe how i felt when i was being forgotten like this or being ask like that to celebrate for another??? i do not want to put on a fake smile and laughter while i am hurting inside, really hurting. will ppl even believe tt my tears flow down my cheek when i am writing all this...

ppl i consider as friend, show my care and respect to... nv even treat me as a friend. i am invisible and easily forgotten. i do not have any significant impact on friends to let them rmb or even say "she's mine friend"

my mum scolded me saying, "she already treated u like this y do u even care to still think of her- her bday, how is she doing?" but wat to do, i am like this... treat every friendship as important, for me i really think friends are important in my life, i cant stand having no friends at all i just cant...

smt i am very very jealous of those who have friends from young (childhood friends), best friends where they can say everything and anything, with still so much to say even if they see each other everyday...

y am i such a hermit, an anti-social individual....

i keep on telling myself that i shld not let all these bother me, just be myself and get alone with life not expecting anything, but i just cant.... sry abt the content being so dis-organised; i just typed wat is in my mind... i am not expecting ppl to read and understand wat i am saying.

everyday there are ppl who r born into this world or left this world.... i shall just be myself; dun want to think abt all these le, welcome and faced everyday happily, spent time with those who are willing to spend time with me =)

I shall not expect anything as ppl ususally say, "the more u expect, the more disappointed u will get" when wat u expect does not turn out as u wish...
but wat to do... humans are like tt........................

Messy content, i apologise to those who are actually reading this. and Thx! for spending time to read.

棒棒堂 new song for 黑糖群俠傳

2008-10-08T20:10:00.004+08:00

棒棒堂 - 秘密基地

棒棒堂 - 藏經閣

new nice songs + 1old

2008-09-02T23:03:00.003+08:00

五月天 - 開天窗

公主幫 - 公主徹夜未眠

宅男塾 - 阿宅失眠日記

蘇慧倫 - 左撇子

listen

2008-08-20T21:20:00.005+08:00

棒棒堂 - 哪里怕

hav been working for a while le, is a part time job offered by a company that shirl is working at.... want a perm job.... still finding though

not so much updates recently.... working life not good...

till then

lollipop concert dvd

2008-07-09T19:25:00.000+08:00

yeah! i bought le lollipop's concert dvd! so happy! finally.... and i also got buy magazines got their poster. First album with my own money, cannot spent anymore until i settle on a job...

i bought a photo album too...

i want to work faster.... let me get a job! i want to buy cap, shades and belt.

Random:
some bo liao pics of me... haha

2008-06-22T18:24:00.002+08:00

i am still looking for a suitable job!

god, buddha, genie, anyone pls let me get the job that i want....

the days are getting nearer and nearer; min going overseas to study le.... others going UNI, SMU to study male friends going NS.... only me still looking for a job haven settle down...

i really miss school life... at least during that time, friends gathered together to attend lessons, quizzes, test, lab work, project, although it is very stressful and tired, at least it is fun as friends are with u.... all the happy school lives are all precious memories for us... we can't turn back to enjoy that kind of life anymore....

we have to enjoy and experience each and everyday of our life to the fullest as future is a mystery, past is history and today is a gift, that's y is called the present...

friends and family members conquered 100% of my life... without them i dun noe wat i have become.

棒棒堂　-　我們之間

go listen other 棒棒堂 songs, nice

Lollipop 棒棒堂 =)

2008-06-07T15:29:00.003+08:00

my blog has been dead for the past 1 mth... hahaha.... dun think anyone notice it...

oh well it is alive again!

suddenly feel like blogging so here i am .

having been finding jobs but till now still slacking at home.... i want to find a job that i am interested in so i will work happily and long inside.... if the job is not i like de, i will not be happy and won't do that well as compared to the one i like..... pls let me get the job that i like!!!!!!!!

模范棒棒堂 is nice!!!!

and i like LOLLIPOP 棒棒堂! dun ask me y i like them... i just do okay!!! haha.... i think they very cool. some of the member wrote songs in their album (xiao jie, xiao yu and wang zi)... nice nice nice!!! they coming to singapore. having autograph session at lunar. the problem is they are limiting the ppl to go in so tickets are needed to enter.... hai i did not have any chance to get the tickets..... very very sad!!!!!! this is the first time they come and it is not very long.... the next time they come might be quite some time later le.... anyway good luck!

棒棒堂 jia you jia you jia you!!!!

2008-05-03T10:15:00.002+08:00

Been busy finding jobs recently after week o and also going for dental appointment....
went to pluck my wisdom tooth, every week pluck 1.... but i am going to pluck mine lower wisdom teeth soon.... very scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for the upper ones, when plucking and after plucking is very painful, the wound will heal by itself.... brave for me to endure.... my tears coming out the lat time i pluck it...... coz very verp painful, and the doctor give me lots and lots of jab to numb it but also no use leh... the jab itself also very painful to my thin fragile sensitive gum.... then after the extraction, my left side of the mouth is numb de... think the doctor jab at the wrong place. haha

give me the strength to be brave and can tolerate the painfulness while extraction during the next visit! pls... dun let me cry....

oh and dun think about it now! the thought of it is very scary, my sis told me that the lower ones will need surgery and the doctor will first give jab to numb then cut the teeth into half, take out the wisdom teeth then stitch the gum back! u see the thought of it is alr very scary right?

i dun want to feel the pain leh.... my bro and sis bet that i will cry.... as i am quite of an emotional type and mine tears come out easily.

no pain pls, no crying, strength to be brave, to tolerate the pain, dun feel the jab or stitch!!!! *cross finger*..... seriously i very scare.... urgh....

okie okie dun think dun think....

i going out later! like finally ppl jio me out la... haha =)))))

2008-04-21T12:34:00.007+08:00

nice song by kenji wu (wu ke qun)

吴克群 - 为你写诗

i realised!!!

2008-04-19T21:53:00.005+08:00

realise that no matter how long i sleep, i am still very tired!

i am back from my week o orientation.... i seriously have fun and made lots of friends!!!!
sry peeps, no photos coz i got no time to pose and i do not have a camera... not much stuffs to say though... coz all my time is at log room. prepare items, prepare food... i think i am suited to these type of roles... haha. quietly helping others from behind without asking for anything in return, will be very happy and touched when the people are happy!

this yr the freshies not very hyper leh, very very quiet... only a handful, like in kaveen and wei khim's class there are 2-3 girls very active and hyper, and dixie and jufri's class there is this guy, when ask them to cheer, he will listen and cheer together! if all the freshies are like that then good, at least will listen and follow... but they are not, Elites and SOF are already surrounding them all cheering very loudly, but the freshies are all sitting there unwillingly to participate, worst is to sit and stare... like we are clowns like that and we are like speaking and talking in another language that they nv heard of....

i know they are tired, as i have been through wat they are going through, but i still cooperate with my OLs and seniors and give my best.... as it is MY sch i am cheering for and I will be studying in THIS sch for 3years, so it will be my second home.... Have to be proud of ur sch/ home isn't???? if we lose, at least i noe i have given my best.... hai.... i can't do much now as the events had past, wat i can only do is find a job, start working, and give morale support to those who are still studying...

2nd place in db's women:

on thursday, i slept like 16hrs la... then today i wake up and count the hrs, its like 13hrs... so long can... still tired think is due to muscle ache... over stretch of muscle from monday db training and continuous carring of stuffs...

i am starting to miss sch life!!! how how how.... have to start looking for job le.... i dun want to go out to the working life la....

To all friends: Sch reopening soon, so rest well and jia you!

Friends: jio me out if u are free, i will go provided that i am free too! tell me in advance, in case i find job le, so can take leave....

2008-04-09T22:47:00.003+08:00

going back to sch almost everyday for week o preparations...
nth much to write....

i am confused and scared, is two diff things

2008-04-04T13:20:00.003+08:00

back from OLTC camp... haha... made new friends.... got eye candy! haha but not in my grp =(
i have fun, no regret joining.... hope week o is a success! gambate!!!!

Here's a very nice song lyrics
九十九次我爱他 - 元若蓝

保加利亞玫瑰的精油
全滴在他剛才牽過我的手
橫衝直撞我的心像一顆躲避球
誰懂愛停在手裡多久

學問道理教科書都有
戀愛上上籤到底哪裡求
如果有教授我一定要努力修
丘比特呀快為我加油

多想帶著雷達到他夢裡仔細調查
愛的正卡還有沒有副卡
也想拿起掃把在他心底洗洗刷刷
不專心的念頭哎咿哎咿都清除啦

九十九次我愛他少了眼皮會亂眨
要他能心電感應我的想法
每天念著他的名字哎咿哎咿一句不差

九十九次我愛他少了頭髮會分岔
要他的想念每天準時打卡
愛像冰淇淋在嘴裡溶化

學問道理教科書都有
戀愛上上籤到底哪裡求
如果有教授我一定要努力修
丘比特呀快為我加油

多想帶著雷達到他夢裡仔細調查
愛的正卡還有沒有副卡
也想拿起掃把在他心底洗洗刷刷
不專心的念頭哎咿哎咿都清除啦

九十九次我愛他少了眼皮會亂眨
要他能心電感應我的想法
每天念著他的名字哎咿哎咿一句不差

九十九次我愛他少了頭髮會分岔
要他的想念每天準時打卡
愛像冰淇淋在嘴裡溶化

九十九次我愛他少了眼皮會亂眨
要他能心電感應我的想法
每天念著他的名字哎咿哎咿一句不差

九十九次我愛他少了頭髮會分岔
要他的想念每天準時打卡
愛像冰淇淋在(我)嘴裡溶化

2008-03-29T10:26:00.003+08:00

went praying yest at bishan and bedok then, the journey was very long coz there is traffic jam at AMK there so in the end we sat in the bus for like 1hr 45mins... tired leh

went to dental with my sister. i see her pluck wisdom teeth very pain..... i dun want pluck le la......... needles and ma zhui yao an instrument like plier..... pain pain pain leh.... and i am very shocked that the wisdom teeth is very big! oh my god..... i scared le la... so big rooted so deep inside have to be pulled and pluck out.....

when the time comes for me to pluck out, pls got ppl acc me.... i scare and pls knock me unconcious i very scare see needle and i can't tolerate pain!!!!! so scary la...................

2008-03-26T11:43:00.002+08:00

suppose to go out with min today, but last min got a call yest to go for interview today... so can't go out with them.... but in the end the interview today also cancel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i call e lady, another colleague of hers told me she got leave, so y yest she call me to ask me go down for interview if she won't even be there today????? luckily i called, if not i will just waste a trip....

sry min.... i would like very much to go watch step up2 with u, but i been quite busy, and my schedule not confirm, so very hard to arrange.... sry! anyway, i dun think u need to wait for me go watch, coz i think by that time, they won'y be showing step up 2 le... so maybe u can go watch with others first ba....

going for dental later at cityhall aldephi there............. money gone again! think will be around 200 ba...

2008-03-25T13:01:00.002+08:00

went job interview yesterday, then met up with hui nee.... we anyhow walk, then we decided to go k sing.... on the way we met this lady, she ask us to help her type msg, coz she say she noe how to say in chinese but dun noe how to translate into english; from her tone she sounded angry and very chinese speaking, maybe from china?

she suddenly approach us, we thought wat she want sia, then is ask us to help her... haha... the guy she sending the msg to go have some self reflection la.... do le then nv take responsible.... got daughter somemore then want to leave like that.... ppl call u ask u decide, then u keep on drag one day after one day without giving reply and hanging up calls.... what the hell la.........!!!!!!!!!!

hate this type of person sia.... both guys and gals the same.... have to have some responsible ma.... y like that.... y are most of the guys like that uh.... so irritating............ stupid guy!

anyway, we found the place to sing, is cheaper than k box though... at katong shopping centre.... then after that we walk all the way back to marine parade then we take bus home le....

going to sch later....

2008-03-24T11:31:00.003+08:00

wa lau, yesterday reached home at 1am sia.... so tired can... althought i did not do much but imagine the day b4 have to wake up like at 6am then whole day at Toa Payoh there... then at night took 88 home from there, want sleep also cannot during the bus ride.... reach home faster bathe then went to sleep le....

stomache at night, think i ate too much in the day, at there, there was lots of food.... then there is lots of eating section....

going for job interview later then meeting jie at marine parade there....

2008-03-22T12:24:00.004+08:00

Schedule for The Week:

Sunday - have to go somewhere, forced by ah ma, need go pray hai... sian (7am-11pm)

Monday - go for job interview at (2)

Tuesday - go back to sch for dragonboat training (3.30-7 or 7.30)

Wednesday - go for dental appointment (3.30-4.30)

Thursday - go sch for dragonboat training (3.30-7 or 7.30)

Friday - go bai bai my ah gong for qing ming (half day)

hectic schedule..... i can go out in the evening though if friends are free to jio me out la.... haha

HaPpy BirThdAy To mE

2008-03-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

went sakae sushi to eat, did not take much pics though.... went to the whitesand outlet coz today public holiday and is a friday, so there will be lots of ppl at town area and at restaurant, so have to queue and wait very long... wa i ate a lot till i can't walk sia!!!

then went arcade to play bball; think i too long nv exercise le, so my arms are still aching from playing vball during the sentosa trip.... played the bball many many rounds, played till i felt the tension pull in my arm muscle.... haha but very very fun!

got a mango cake too

shall find time to go out with friends to play bball and cycle to coutinuous exercise! if not will confrim grow fatter de, sitting in front of com and eating when the time comes.

Presents from my friends:

not much pics taken this yr, shall take more next time haha....

Thank you to all my friends who did not forget my birthday! Thx a lot! I am very touched!

Thank you all for your well wishes and friendship! i will treasure each and every friendship i have and will be having.

A note to those who have forgotten: i will continue to treasure the friendships i have with u guys if u guys still treat me as ur friend!

i think that friendship is very important in the world, without friends u r basically nothing!

2008-03-21T13:15:00.003+08:00

Special day!

Good Friday + My Birthday + Public Holiday for everyone.... haha

first time my birthday falls on a public holiday and is a good friday!

Wish List:
- Everyone to be happy and healthy
- Get a job which is interesting, i like and the pay is good; so can also earn more money
- Be fit and thinner
- Get a camera
- Get a labtop
- Go overseas with friends and family
- Enjoy my life to the fullest everyday and be happy
- Meet someone i like and also like me back

2008-03-20T13:00:00.001+08:00

went sentosa yesterday.... it was raining and raining and raining..... i want to get tanned also cannot.... hai.... i should have known something bad might have happen as my left eye keep on twitching the whole day, from the time i was getting ready to go out till after i was getting ready to go off from sentosa.... sianzzzzzzzzzzzzz

but still okie la, got to play v.ball with andy and his friends.... only me and jenna played though; was hurt by the sand and ball, scratches and bruises can be seen on my hand.... haha it looks like i was having a cat fight. haha...

after that went suntec, go buy sushi, wanted to go soupspoon to eat, in the end nv go, want go see water fountain also nv go, we just slack and then went raffles city to buy donuts then slack again, play games abt movies and songs.... then around 10pm we went home....

reached home around 11.15, was tired though there is not much sun during the day to drain my energy away only rain so i think both rain and sun and the beach will tired me out....whahaha... oh and i ate a lot and i was hungry quite fast haha....

received calls from company that i had sent resume to..... i am not prepared for them to call me down for interview but yup i got called... need go down for interview... anyway i am also going down to see how the environment is like, whether i will like it or not...

resting at home today though i wish to go out... Go arcade play bball, go watch step up2, go sing sing or just hang out with friends.... or even job hunting with friends!

2008-03-16T17:30:00.000+08:00

seriously i have no life

give me life friends!

i am bored; watching shows online every day, waiting for friends to come online to chat and play games....

urgh...... so no life!!!!

i shall work!

but on the other hand, i dun noe wat type of job i want.... it must be permanent coz i graduated....
i dun feel like taking office jobs, coz of the office hours, everyday will see the same old crowd of ppl fighting for spaces in the mrt either to stand or sit.

admin? sales? food service? QA QC? factory work?

how how how i am in need of a job but i dun feel like starting work so soon!

activities next week:
mon - going out to buy my present with min and shirl
tues - rotting at home i suppose
wed - plan A: sentosa with my clique, though i wish more friends can make it! more ppl = more fun; plan B: watch step up 2
thurs - at home again
fri - bday celebration with my family
sat - at home
sun - go pray, forced by my ah ma

summary of my boring life...... for next week

i want go arcade play ball, go watch movie, window shopping, go k;
okie i think i should really go find a job, i am spending a lot.... i still need money for my braces, extraction of teeth and filling, x-ray, etc............

slippery slipper

2008-03-14T15:32:00.002+08:00

went k yesterday with shirl and andy at the usual place.... haha andy nv go b4; but now he noe la....

anyway i like that place coz is cheap and worth it, not bad environment... songs are also quite updated with free drink... the only bad thing is there is smoke smell.... and after u come out from that place u will find that smoke particles stick onto u, so u will smell of cigarette smoke...

was raining again yesterday, making the floor damn slippery la..... and poor me, i have to wear my one and only slipper out; the other one was stolen!!!!!!!!! curse the person who steal mine slipper la, that one very nice to wear leh, not slippery one, so i do not have to worry much abt slipping and falling down. but this! hai every single step i take, i have to be extra careful if not i will slip and fall....

at bedok inter after coming out from the mrt station there is this shelter passageway to the bus interchange, whaah i had a very very hard time walking at that area, as my slipper is very very slippery, i had to walk slowly, and i can't even walk slowly, i slid.... i slip umpteen timesbut everytime i manage to catch my balance, pheew..... if not i will have fall on my back! Luckily shirl's slipper is not slippery, haha then i clinched onto her, she said she like helping lao ren like that... yup and i did not fall!!!

went for dinner, wanted to buy slipper, coz i really cannot stand the slippery slipper alr, but hai.... i dun hav money! so nv buy..... can u stand being extra careful and breaking out in cold sweat, afraid that u will fall anytime anyminute and anywhere? well i can't, but it happen to me.... i am like oh my god dun let me fall dun let me fall, trying hard to walk, taking everystep with extra care, and keep looking at the floor and my slipper

luckily at my house here, the ground are not slippery, so i put down the stone in my heart and walk without too much care of slipping and falling... haha!

oh i was ask to think of wat i want for my bday present!
it is coming though.....

but seriously i dun noe wat i wan

haha but the first answer i give very randomly was a boyfriend
they say my expectations too high le, very hard to get for me... so next

after serious thinking.... i still dun noe wat i want.... maybe time together with my friends, all the friends i know?

2008-03-12T20:14:00.002+08:00

Received results today via sms... dun dare to see.... haha
asked my brother to see for me and

okie not so bad.....

no 'D's though

Announcement: I have OFFICIALLY Graduated from TP!!!

Congratz to all my friends, course mates and schoolmates who graduated too
hooray ppl! let's call for celebration

anyone have any lobang for jobs??? tell me please!

i want work; i am broke; my mum nagging

no work no activity no life

2008-03-11T23:17:00.000+08:00

rotting at home........

no work no activity no life

was asked by friends to go clubbing, since nv go b4
want to try.... i knew my mum dun allow, wanted to lie, but i can't force myself to lie..... no excuses to give too....

in the end i told her the truth!

N

i got scolding + nagging from her...

hai..........

want go clubbing also cannot..... hai

LC

2008-03-09T14:31:00.002+08:00

came back from LC yesterday, it was an overnight laser challenge by Adventure Club...
did enjoy myself from seeing those ppl who joined had fun playing....
haha the way each and every individual played is very different.... some made me laugh my heads off

on the way home i dosed off on the bus!!! oh my god thought i still can tahan all the way home.... then after i bathe, laid on my bed and dosed off immediately....

have not been able to sleep on time recently....... haha.... coz i attended lots of chalet and events in sch.... i want to go back to my regular sleeping time!!! oh well i dun think i can..... coz i am rotting at home and not moving much so i am not tired.... and so i can't sleep at night; making me having sleepless nightsssssss...

went cycling with my family at pasir ris park in the morning, cycle a while only coz my sis tired le, but i dun feel tired at all.... haha.... no kick at all!!! hahaha

i want go cycling overnight in singapore leh..... nv cycle before.... i only cycled before in pulah ubin.

hmm... wat shall i do tml?????? rot at home??? ppl go out with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-29T15:19:00.003+08:00

how does it feel like to like someone???

y is it that he kept appearing in my mind

y do i feel so fed up when he do not talk to me

y am i waiting for him to talk to me

y cant i talk to him as a male friend

y cant i seems to get his attraction

does he ever thought that i would fall for him

y am i always thinking abt him every min wat is he doing how is he today
is he tired from his work

y am i always dreaming that he will also fall for me one day

am i that hateful to be with
y does it seems that everyone have someone to be cared for but not for me
am i that fickle minded? changing my target very frequently?
i dun think so it is bcoz my target always found his another half 2 weeks later after i secretly fall for him
thinking i have no choice so i tried to forget

frens say i changed target easily... maybe i am just running away from the reality and still having my cinderalle dream... as i am easily hurt emotionally............

ppl always have these saying the best method to forget someone is to fall for the other isn't it

y cant i just say wat i want to say infront of him

y am i always caring abt my behaviour what i say my behaviour in front of him
i dun even dare to look into his eyes

his opinion of me

y am i so pathetic

do all these means i really fell for him???

sry la i have not enter a relationship before so i don't noe wat is it to be like when someone like u or u like someone... i only noe that my heart really feels bad very very uncomfortable

i dun think i am that bad either only no pretty looking face, femine behaviour, good figure...
but i dun think all these is very important.....
at least i am not evil i have a kind heart, willing to help others when in need...

stupid la...... y can't he realised i plan so many things, always think of ways to give excuse to have gathering, ask for bday..........etc...???? is just to see him....
and coz i dun dare ask him alone la...... shy and scare

maybe i just haven met my true him yet

urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i shall not think abt it anymore.... it is driving me crazy............. go away! dun let me think of u anymore.....
it hurts.............. and it is irritating

do i make any sense???? it is okie if i dun
as i am also as confused

dun noe whether if it is a good thing to let him see this or not.............................

2008-02-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

exams ended... so i am considered a graduate!!!

next up:
1) Friend's bday chalet
2) i guides chalet
3) Results out
4) Orientation Leadership Training Camp
5) Week O
6) Graduation
7) Find Jobs
8) Entering into the politic reality world
9) Adapt to the working world
10) Meet someone i like and also like me back

not forgetting to stay in touch with friends while doing all these

have been staying at home like a hermit after the exams and only went out with some friends just recently and now still back to a hermit...

went to sharon's blog, her post make me think, reflect and realised lots of events....

lots of thoughts in my mind right now and i am not able to blog out! urgh...

3yrs have gone in the blink of an eye since i just entered the poly... rmb then i was excited and scared... haha new friends came into my life, new environment, new subjects, new ways of learning... still rmb lot of time my clique followed me to do some stupid and foolish things... i dun think they will ever forget abt it! haha, but now no more le...

ai yo seriously la, i dun noe how to write la, i am always not good with words, language and expression hai so irritating...

i shall stop here...

2008-02-17T11:11:00.000+08:00

Celebrated my mum's day!!! at new york new york

ME and sista(so cute)
my lovely family!!!! -=)))
my bf
haha my Brother Forever

the delicious cheesecake got last min for mum

mummy and me!!! =)))))my best mummy forever! * hugs hugs*

love ya mummy!

2008-02-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

Major Project presentation day!
whoot whoot i managed to take pics with my hp cam!!! =)))

MY clique

Jodie and me
Ying long and me
Me and Li wen another mp grp member under same advisor

Me and Mawar
Me and Bee har
Me and Jenna
Jenny and Me

we were told to get our reports to amend and re submit as we need to give a copy to the company we doing for... sian.... finally finish mp le still need do!

2008-02-14T11:34:00.000+08:00

no time go out with friends on vday so sad!!!
due to preparations for MP presentation the next day

anyway happy Valentine's day to everyone of my friends

v day is not only for couples it is for everyone to share their love to others..... siblings love, friendship, all the love u can describe!!!

so once again HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to everyone!

2008-02-11T10:51:00.000+08:00

major project presentation coming up soon

followed by term tests i do not have any examination subjects
2 papers continuously.... urgh

consider graduate after that

CNY

2008-02-10T10:48:00.000+08:00

CNY as usual like every year.... but this year my friends came to my hse!

hope they have enjoy and not feel bored!

not much things to do at my hse though and sry for not being a good host! =X

2008-01-31T16:41:00.000+08:00

finally over!!!

no more PDM....
yea!

project interview is over; which i think i did very very badly since i have no idea what specific answer related to my product the qs and the interviewer wants so i just crap la...
mock up have been handed up too! together with the interview
and thx to my mum for helping me with the box! =)))

here's the pic of my mock up product
is cheese dip

one side of the packaging
the whole cube

Random post:
i took my watch
cute pic of baby taz!!!
mushroom by shampoo
raining taken on bus

2008-01-26T13:13:00.000+08:00

PDM mock up, how to do the packaging??? the details and pic of packaging...
*pull hair out*
*Scratching head*

mock interview yesterday was ok i guess with lots of 'erm', 'and', repeated points and info from me...

rush off for NAPFA test after that... Tagged no. 0210
i am quite pleased with my results!!! after 4years of not taking NAPFA since SEC2
Sit and Reach - 51cm (A) way above A le
Sit Ups - 35 (A) then i stop and wait for time to be up haha
Standing Broad Jump - 173cm (B) one more cm then i will have A
Shuttle Run - 11.3 (B) 0.1s faster i will also achieve A!!!
Incline Pull Up - 1 (F) FAIL!!! as expected...
2.4km Run - 18mins (F) failed too expected... position no. 134

overall summary - 2As, 2Bs, 2Fs
even grade!!!

i am thinking of taking the retest
can see that either i am good or i am bad, no in between haha... joke joke
wa if i want gold i have to do 12 incline pull up!!! oh my i dun think i can even do 5 la...

saw my i guide mates at mensa canteen and bookshop

mock up aka Prototype here i come to attempt to do again

2008-01-24T22:30:00.000+08:00

things on my schedule:

due tml--->
1) CSAS interview tml
2) Napfa test
3) FSM report

due next week--->
4) PDM mock-up of product
5) PDM interview during lab session
6) PDM report
7) MP report to do

due the following week--->
8) MP report due
9) MP poster presentation
10) CSAS final interview
11) SIFST party

did i miss out anything else... hmm like have, but i forgot.... oh well! =s

gambate sin ee!!!

2nd!!! hooray! =)

2008-01-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

captain's ball pics:

2008-01-21T11:03:00.001+08:00

pictures!!!

AS captain's ball match + open house2008

2008-01-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

this is the 3rd year me and my team joined captain's ball...
i wanted to play so i keep on pestering my classmates to join with me...

To stephanie, caleen, mawar, jenna, sharon, yap min, elaine, seng guan and jin loong

SORRY GUYS!!! pardon me for being so annoying till u all have no choice but forced to join
and thx for joining!!! although we lost our crown, we still had fun right??? haha... although i am angry and pissed very easily, but i always cool down as easy too... sry guys, if u all are hurt in anyway, please rest well kay??? opps... i forgot to mention... thx to those for have come down to support us! esp shirleen for all the 3years!

captain's ball match for the past 2 yrs had been only for girls, but this year they allow a max no. of 2 guys to participate, my grp is damn strong okie... i am very proud of my team mates, they are the best!!! we rule last year to all the others, although this year we lost our crown, we still got second!!! cheers to us!!! =)))

anyway, i told myself to look at it this way; from year 1 we got 3rd, last year we got 1st so this year we get 2nd just nice, we collected all the 3 positions!!! and in yr1, be lost to the champion, whom we defeated in yr2, so they became the 2nd, then this yr, we are the champion for last year was defeated.... this shows that every team have a chance to clinch 1st!!!

i fell down on my butt and sprained my ankle too...
having a hard time sitting, bending to pick stuffs, walking, even fliping from my sides when i am sleeping... feel like a half cripple now!!!! urgh..................
have to recover fast as i haven took my NAPFA yet which means i have to take real soon...

next up:
OPEN HOUSE 2008
this yr i joined i guides!!! i had fun!!!!!!
haha... lots and lots of cheers and laughter can be heard from us during the open hse
first day, i was assigned as bus guide, but when i went to the sch, the sch bus alr left and we were told to be meeting them here in tp, so we flag a cab back.... i was like wat the he ll lar... made me spent money on cab fare... anyway i got over it soon... went on for the day with mass dance and bringing sch students around the sch. the students were like totally not interested in ANYTHING... i am like persuading them to take a look as no harm will be done if u take a look and dun like the course as least u noe wat the course is abt... some of them did listen to me and started looking at the booths, till like 4 plus they wanted to go and eat, i dun want to follow them anymore so i just let them go...

after open hse ended on first day, my grp of friends went to KFC for dinner... haha had some jokes there... =X haha

2nd day, i had to go for my CSAS test so i report later, we were suppose to design our 'i am' t-shirt... i had no where to go so i went to the main bridge, we had to be as noisy as we can to welcome public and students into and out of tp.... entertainment by calvin was good, there is dumbledore, jolin, cindi, sailormoon, captain planet, ninja turtle, rain so funny can.... yup, then we had mass dance again!!!

3rd day which is the last day, i went to the main bridge again... i still had fun, we cheer from cheers to sing nursery songs like ba ba black sheep, row row row your boat.... haha
and i finally got the very long cheer they have... yeah!!! i think that cheer was nice! in the afternoon, it started to rain, the rain didn't dampen our spirit though...

then we had dinner, and went to cheer for tp's rugby's team.... and off we went for jam and hop after that... this year i dun feel that high as compared to last year, but nevertheless i still enjoyed myself due to my friends there

that's all abt me in OH 2008

heard there will be iguides finale coming soon!!! so excited abt it =)))

2008-01-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

Random

my new wallet for new year from my brother

stupid expressions

2008-01-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

some Christmas scene i took:

at AMK there
at bugis

x'mas x-change
on the journey to meet my friends:
empty mrt cabin
terminal 3
empty coffee bean at t3

empty escalator

2-way

2008 first post

2008-01-06T10:55:00.000+08:00

happy 2008

5th Jan:
had promotion day yesterday...
my grp which consist of all deimos head to pasir ris to give out promotional items to promote about tp and its open house...

as a pasir ris-ians, i noticed that ppl won't take care abt things; be it helping to do surveys, taking free stuffs or donations, BUT nevertheless, there are still ppl who will help out in donations, take free things and help do surveys (not kiasu)...

we did fast then we went to had lunch together at whitesand food court, i ate honeydew sago; it was not bad...

then we head back to sch to help out for packing....

4th Jan:
had Deimos dinner... 20+ ppl turned up!!!
celesta and i accompanied claudia for the BOL briefing, saw chun an and wen de there, then all 5 of us head to techno to join the rest for dinner...

after dinner, we headed to badminton court; played some games, slacked and chilled.... around 10++ then all of us headed back home

3rd Jan:
had promo briefing...

2nd Jan:
Start of school... had lesson at 8 in the morning... so hard to get up from bed!
got back term test papers; failed and passed
had lab although study guide said there isn't so everyone was called back...
phew... my grp was not the first grp, so last min can...

MP- had to translate checklist from english to chinese, but luckily i had jenny and jenna helping me. so much changes needed for mp i wonder how are we able to finish in time, there is still report, poster, presentation, training to be done and we are not done with changing AND there is only 6weeks left before the term ended again!!!

2007-12-29T11:53:00.000+08:00

going out later with shirl to buy min's present....

shopping for my clothes at the same time.

meeting the rest at nite...

shows i enjoy watching:
- A game about love
- All in
- Angels of mission
- Angel lover
- Angel, i love you
- Autumn tale
- Chao ren qi xue yuan
- Corner with love (half way)
- Devil beside you
- Why why love (half way)
- Engagement for love
- Face to fate
- Green forest, my home
- Handsome siblings
- Hana kimi (taiwan)
- Heaven's wedding gown
- Itazura na Kiss
- It started with a kiss
- Ko one

- Lethal weapons of love and passion
- Legend of star apple
- Love queen

- Magicians of love

- My date with a vampire I, II, III

- Reaching for the star

- Romantic princess (half way)

- Silence

- Smiling pasta

- The prince who turn into frog

- Tokyo juliet

- Tomorrow

- Triumph in the sky

- Witch Yoo Hee

- Yummy yummy food for life

- Zhan shen - MARS

intending to watch:
- Brown sugar macchiato
- Bull fighting
- hana kimi (japan)
- In love with a rich girl
- Kindaichi shonen no jikenbo
- Legend of speed
- Love storm
- Mr fighting
- My love patzzi
- My lucky star
- Queen's
- The X-family

very random..... maybe some i missed out... haha

basically i like to watch drama and MUSICALS... phantom of the opera, sound of colours, HSM, Molin rouge, Hairspray
if u ppl out there who noe of any other musicals that are nice, pls let me noe! thx!

2007-12-25T10:37:00.000+08:00

MERRY X'MAS!!!

2007-12-22T18:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY

TO U

SISTER!!!

celebrated my sis bday yesterday

went fish and co

picture tells a thousand word... see for urself

new york fish and chip

deep sea

fish

sis's stone face

pirate's treasure

captain hook

saw the diff??? great appetite

desserts:

Crème Brûlée

done eating:

updates....

2007-12-20T12:06:00.000+08:00

15th dec:

went for my uncle's wedding, i have fun and enjoyed the food although i was tired from the night cycling... shark fin!!! haha

applying FSM knowledge: notice the ppl serving... each incharge of 2 tables, clear plate then serve new dish

saw my cousins, all become more mature, some grew taller too, and rounder haha like me... saw lots and lot of relatives, but dun recognise and dun noe how to address them... that's wat i dun like; even like if u walk on the streets, directly infront of u is ur relative, but dun even recognise and say hello...

14th-15th dec:
went for night cycling at ubin event by adventure club...

taken from the bumboat nice nice blue

i like this pic

sun rise

taken when returning to singapore on the bridge

was a station master though... pukka (spelling correct?) hill's my station, it is consider a checkpoint where participants come in their grp and track up the hill to the tallest point to view the scenery.... haha but it is night... so can't see any scenery only pitch dark spaces.

it is 60 -65metres above sea level.... i did track up the hill when i went for recce with ac ppl haha... haha i struggle to reach the top and was slightly out of breathe when i reached.... the scenery was nice (i went there in the day)

during the day recce, i took other photos too:

this is known as fishtail

wildboar eating chips

cute cute rabbits (didn't upload e other one) uncle selling for 10bucks!!!

Cool!

2007-12-11T10:00:00.000+08:00

Term test week.
Every1 must be feeling stress. Haha same here.

Have been eating a lot! Think is due to stress and my brain juice is being used. Although my brain juice is used, i can't seem to rmb.

Oh ya, i am very sleepy too. Keep on dozing off. Sleep more than i read lor.

Sin ee WAKE UP!!!

Anyway, i am blogging using my hp. Stress la so play with hp...

Jia you every1! I must go read le. Cya! ;)

2007-12-04T10:18:00.000+08:00

HaPPy BirthdaY

Caoahian!!!!

Went to her 21st bday bash on sunday
i had a fun time thx to Min for her camera........

i was the photographer!!!!
haha... so i took lots and lots of candid pictures of my classmates.......

the whole class also pose individually wearing a nerd nerd spec,
of cuz i look very very nerd and fat lar haha..... nevertheless everyone have a fun time laughing at one another when taking turns to wear the specs

will be having another cake-cutting session later, hope she didn't see this post yet... haha

*follow up of caoahian's theme

ubin

2007-11-26T09:05:00.000+08:00

went ubin yesterday to recce for ac night cycling route...

my butt is suffering... haha

oh and my shoe too...

my bike got stuck in the mud, so to prevent myself from falling, my leg went to support and so.... ha ha, it become muddy... so now my shoe is one white, one brown...

after we finish 1 round of recce-ing, it started to rain so we called it a day.

anyway took some pic along the way

kelly's concert

2007-11-23T21:11:00.000+08:00

just came back from kelly's concert in sch. i think it is not bad!

ha ha

and i got her POSTER!!!

special thx to jie(hui nee) and han ping... hahaha

and thx kam kit for his ticket, if not i will not be attending this concert...

i can't make out what she sign on the poster though, think she anyhow scrible smt....

wanna attend more concerts....... music music music

DEIMOS A + B

2007-11-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

pics upload!!!

back from camp

2007-11-19T19:40:00.000+08:00

hi ppl, i am back from camp... and after sleeping for more than 12 hrs... i need to get some work done but first let me blog

made lots of new friends in camp!

my grp is the last grp on the first day then at the last day my grp became the 2nd!!! DEIMOS

good right! haha

we have amazing race, and another is like picture race where we have to take photographs. we did very very long cheers but with the same tune... haha

i think i had overcome my fear of mealworms alr!!!!!!!!!
damn gross....... had to pick them and run!!!........ yikes......

anyway i still can't overcome my fear of mini frogs; i had t take a piece of clue out from a mystery box with frogs in it i can't do it...... so scary can...

i still feel the feeling of the frogs jumping against and away from my hand.... urgh......

had field cooking, but this time my grp is the guys volunteer to cook!!!! but the quantity of the food given to us is not wat we want; we ordered 4 packets of pasta with 5 cans of sauce, in the end we got 2 packets of pasta with the same amount of sauce...... too much sauce la!!!

so all of us were very hungry...

had water games.... wow i was really drenched..... first time i am so wet lar.... smelly, dirty , tired too but it is worth it!!!

TO conclude i really really did not regret joining the camp

sch started for a week

2007-10-27T11:51:00.000+08:00

sch had started...

in the first week, i am already piled with homeworks!!!

this sem is very heavy... subjects i am taking are:
TP core: APEL 3 - 1cu and CSAS 4 - 2cu
DIP ELECTIVE: PDM - 5cu and FSM - 5cu
DIP core: MP - 8cu

off to continue with ny work.......... jia you!!!

2007-10-22T18:56:00.000+08:00

had AC camp

i had fun though i got cooked!!!

haha...

i am peeling but haven peel finished yet, so slow, now making my skin got one patch one patch!!! so ugly can!!! like got some skin disease like that, i want peek it away also cannot!

urgh!!!

haha anyway, suppose to start sch today, but monday is for MP but for today my grp is not doing anything so no sch...

i think my timetable not good although it is not bad la, coz i got a lot of break on friday, is like u study for 2 hrs then break 2 hrs, then study 1 hr, break for 1 hr again!!!
then i need purposely go sch for 1 hr LEC!!! waste my time travelling leh...... and money too!

hai... i can't do anything to my timetable too.... dun bither ba....

off to eat dinner....

2007-09-30T17:50:00.000+08:00

celebrated my sis bday

some pics we took... guess where we are!!!

we rulez!!! =)))

rest.............

2007-09-13T09:51:00.000+08:00

one incident met on tuesday (11th) around 7++.

I was on my way home from work, the bus reached a bus stop as usual for passengers to alight, after passengers have alighted , the bus is still not moving!

then we realised that there was a car infront, and there was other buses behind, so we r stucked!

passengers on the same bus as me, waited and waited patiently like for more than 20 mins but the bus is still not moving.
all the buses behind us were gone!!!

many passengers start to alight....

i have lots of thoughts running through my brain, i am thinking,
y the bus driver did not honked to alert the car owner infront???
y did the bus driver not reverse even after the buses behind have gone and there is no more vehicles behind???
y did the bus driver still wait so patiently, when all the passengers onboard are rushing home to spend their precious time with their family???
y did that driver of the car so inconsiderately parked the car there at that spot to go buy something???
y are there ppl so overly inconsiderately???
y are there ppl so overly patiently???

the whole double decker bus packed full of passengers waiting for 1 single person, so that their journey home can be continued!!!

urgh.... not going to think abt this incidence any more, it will only make me feel more angry, irritated and think more!!!

as ppl say, life is full of ups and downs, there is no smooth sailing journey.
althought these ups and downs may not be very drastic or have impact, they are still small small sand which hyped up our lives making it more challenging and interesting

friday

2007-09-07T22:37:00.000+08:00

its friday!

once again a week has passed...

sch term is getting nearer and nearer, but before that happens, mp proposal interview comes first... and if i am not wrong the semester grade is being release too!

hmm, hope i have did well, i need to pull up my pathetic GPA!!! although this sem i only have like SIP and food safety, an online subject. and SIP only got grade, so the only thing left to pull my GPA is food safety...

omg!!!

and i miss my sec sch gathering.... now!!!
coz i no money to go...
friends hope allof u are having a great time now!

that's all for today!
tata

2007-09-01T09:40:00.000+08:00

nv blogged for a long long time le.......

now having holidays!!! yea!!!

but working temp and still have project to do at the same time

working at Schenker logistic as admin

yup that's all, nth much happen.

bye for now!

some pictures of LTC camp

2007-07-24T11:15:00.000+08:00

Flag that my grp did
my grp
everyone!

2007-07-23T19:04:00.000+08:00

hi guys!

SIP has ended like 23days ago... and i had managed to survive through it and also hand in my report and lgbk alr. nothing can be changed le, hope to get good grade ba.

anyway after SIP stuffs, i have been ask back to work too as part timer though, so quite tiring la for a week.

then i help out in a LTC camp as a facilitator, i enjoy very much as i can relax myself after a long tiring and busy SIP. i had fun. (hope those who are not chosen for sub comms are not too disappointed, can still participate in the events that are organise and try again next year.)
i am also willing to help out again if they need help

i am also trying to find jobs, pls do tell me if any of u have any lobang...

anyway thx friends for the support and care u all have given me! love u guys... see ya soon!

finally!!!

2007-06-17T17:52:00.000+08:00

finally i have some energy to sit in front of the com to do some updating...

was sick the past few days, my head was in great pain, it feels like exploding, whenever i see something, i will like see two image, tried ways and means to reduce the headache by banging my head, no use!!! it still hurts like crazy inside. took panadol extra strong one also no use, did not have effect at all. my head just kept on spinning and spinning, had a very tough time at work. with my sickly condition i still have to be clear minded and not do the tests wrongly. the pain in my head was like i can just collapse anytime, head was spinning, can't stand straight, hitting my head have no effect, feel like exploding, feel like vomiting... it just hurts very very badly. i just feel like dying, so that my head won't hurt so much and i won't feel the pain.

at 5 on thurs, i cannot take it le, fainting anytime and feel like vomitting. i quickly went off at 5, then just as i went up the esclator to the mrt, i vomitted, luckily i've prepared a plastic bag in my hand and i have bought suan mei! felt very very uncomfortable all the way home.

i did not go to work on fri, was resting at home, head still spinning, the rest of my body is damn energentic, stupid head! can't tkae it anymore, went to the doc on sat, given painkillers, cough, med for immflamation

anyway, i am quite surprise, i can still eat a lot, think it is coz my body needs the energy, i always woke up in time to eat!

now still very feel like weak in the head, the pain is not that strong le, but i still can feel it slightly.

think i am too heaty, stress at work and over exhaustion le...

head starting to hurt le.... go rest

2007-05-31T12:59:00.000+08:00

happy vesak day!

updates:

congratz to all those who got into ASc main com!

lots of things happened! problems problems and problems....... dun feel like saying much hope everything will be better soon. will take care of myself de, thx!

busy very busy during SIP, supposed to end work at 5, but always end up leaving company at 8-9pm! very very tired... not feeling well recently too(headache and flu)

no time to enjoy or catch up with friends! sry guys!

got to go back to sch this sat for SIP briefing and TEST!!!! i dun even noe what i learn, what will be tested. how how how...
somemore it is a 2hrs paper....... die die

and log book! sharkz....

go le...

2007-04-17T20:52:00.000+08:00

a week of SIP had passed! countdown-ing 11 more weeks to go... but reports are also due-ing!!! *pull hair*

week o started today! did not went back due to several reasons:
- shu hui ask me not to go! okie so i respect her.
- dun want to do more things wrongly, to be a burden to others
- dun want to go there and be treated as a "NOBODY", invisible to everyone.
-dun want to see or accidently hear others talking bad abt me behind my back and see their " bu shuang" de yan sheng (not happy look on their faces)
- i am not welcome there lar! so might as well not go, everyone will only feel miserable, must act in front of me but in their heart they are not happy to see me at all!

have been going back to help out whenever i can! due to my SIP. i dun treat it as a chore, i really dun. i take it as a place and time to relax after spending my stressful and boring time at work for the whole day. it is also the last event of the AY which means the last time where i can spend time with the club ppl although it is just packing of logistic, clearing those crap stuffs, having long debriefs. i might not have the chance to run again due to many candidates and no time to go back to run and no votes.

i dun noe why i really miss club ppl, spending time together to discuss, having meetings that last long, while i am keeping quiet all the time. see their laughters, see their anger, see their sorrow. hai... no one will understand how i feel, and also no one ever ask me that qs. u see if i complain and complain abt these and that when i am in sch, they will also be irritated, i will also feel very annoyed and is not myself.

i am seriously thinking that i am really a useless/foolish person alive on earth. no one ever appreciate my presense, no one treat me as a real true friend, no one care, primary sch is like that, secondary sch is like that now even poly also like that. i am not angry, i am just very very sad and disappointed with myself. y is my life such a joke; with no one to appreciate what i have done, no one to correct what i have done wrong, only to criticise behind my back, no one to really understand y am i like this, no one to share my sorrow with; they only share my joy and get laughter out of my sorrow. sometimes worst, get all the good things leaving me with all the bad stuff. one friend also told me that she felt very pity for me, as i am always being treated badly, and even if i am bullied, i still want to go help them, am i crazy or wat?

at home also like these, come home late, no one to talk to, to share how have i spent my day, no jokes to crack among siblings, lights not switch on only one which is at my bed; making me scare of the dark, my sis will off it when she wake up a few hours later. then when i reach home early, i will see my mum scolding my siblings due to studies and other very very minor stuff like eat something more, nv safe for me, they will fight with each other, and then my mum will be the center person(he shi lao) to settle. All these matters always end up having them pulling long faces with each other. i also dun noe how to say them, if i add in, it will be like adding oil to fire. there are still many many problems unsolved.... sometimes the house just feels so cold, i dun like i dun like...

i dun want to always think of the negative thoughts abt myself, but seriously, all the people around me , their actions, their expression, their verbal conversation shows that i am such. what strengths do i actually possessed but was overtake or covered by my weakness??? or i don't even have one!

i miss my classmates!!! i miss so many ppl, i am like drifting further and further away!

oh and i got good breakfast everyday b4 work thx to May for bringing it for me from delifrance!!! nice nice!

SIP

2007-04-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

hi ppl, as u all noe my SIP is at SMC food 21 pte ltd which is at Boon Lay.

1st day:
got up at 5am change into my formal wear, so scared that i will not reach on time to report for my first day of work and to leave a good impression, caught the 6.10 or 6.15 train, reached boon lay around 7.30. met my partner, May at the control station, then we queue for bus 246, waited quited long then the bus finally came. we alighted at the wrong stop, so we have to walked back! luckily we were early.
Reached there, talked to the security guard uncle then we have to punch card.
we are supposed to meet this person, and she thought we were supposed to start next week which is the 16th; she got confused as there are 2 more students b4 us. and this week is their last week.
the two new friends i met are from Singapore poly, they are on their vacation which they hav 9 weeks, and out of theses 9 weeks, they hav attachement for 7 weeks; only 7 weekS!!! we have 12!!! the ppl there are very very friendly!

i am very surprised as in the lab, we are supposed to wear SLIPPER! will show pic if can!
we were brought around to know the ppl there, many many japanese, we were then guided to tour the production line and almost all china worker at production line. oh and i found out what the name SMC stands for! it is Sugar, Milk and Cocoa. the company deals with these ingredients and make intermediate food with these. time pass quite fast on the first day, i realised i only look at what they do, tour production line, briefly brief on the things that has to be done, recap on theory learnt from FPQAP, FPQA, FC and FPr. that's all for that we did on first day.
oh and when it is time to go home, the ppl are having meeting, therefore we dun noe what to do, so we stupidly sit there for abt 30mins then the person in charge say we can go when the time is up so is like we wasted 30 mins!!!

2nd day:
i woke up the same time, as the timing is just nice. reached there around the same time. started work, around 10+, my stomach is like growling like mad lar, i am very hungry! as i ate breakfast like at 5+. i was told to follow to see how to collect samples from raw material itself which is at the warehouse to use for the testing of microbes, physical and chemical tests. and the warehouse is like super hot lar and stuffy too!
i am suffocation and having headache there lar not fun at all! first few days already like that liao i still need survive the rest of the (12 weeks *6 days = 72 -1 public holiday =71 days to go) haha i am alr counting down!
it is not i dun like there, it is the journey there is tiring, time consuming, the time pass slowly making it boing and my stupid body having headache and very sleepy. but the ppl there all very very nice! putting on smily faces everyday!
after lunch, i am very fulland sleepy, i can't stay awake! always dose off, luckily i am not task to do anything so it is still ok. i just sit down there and rot! as there are more then enough ppl doing the tests as i hav mention b4 there are 2 more students helping them do so not much things left for me to do.
the time pass very very slowly like snail crawling.
end of work le... may's bf lobang me to the mrt station, so kind of May to ask her bf to send me! thx May!

3rd day:
which is today, went down to take samples again but with may, as i was alone the last time round with the other ppl. wow it was hot! both of us sweat and sweat, we like take 1hr+ at the warehouse, as there are many many samples to take.
then after taking from this warehouse, we went to the other one, which is newly brought to store the igredients, we hav to walk a distance to the so call 'new warehouse' surprisingly it is not as hot as the warehouse, and it is very big. there are many jap products too, as the company deals with customers mostly form japan. then went down to a place behind the production area to do some test known as scorched particles, i follow what May do, as she had done it the previous day. have to searched for foreign particles in the samples that are taken out from the separator section. that place also very hot, my headache came back again and like very hard to breath to air.
we stay there for a few hours then we follow the ppl up to the production area, where she explain to us, but the problem is, there are too much info and my brain is not working due to the lack of oxygen causing my headache so i dun remember what the ppl say. nth goes in! i am dead lor if these continues!

As u all can see, i nv do much these 3 days, but i am very tired at night le, slept like a pig when i go to work on mrt and come back from work on mrt lar. walk here and there, slack, eat, talk only.

i shall go and sleep le need sleep, and it is the 2nd last day for my 2 Singapore poly friends! joy and mei fang!

confession and sip respectively

2007-04-04T00:18:00.001+08:00

hi all, camp back from OLTC camp a few days ago....

i had fun there!!!! althought i am doing logistic. i really did enjoy myself. i really am; from the bottom of my heart.

i suddenly dun feel like leaving the club, leaving my whole bunch of families! if they also treat me as one. i noe i may not be fit to be in main comm, but i must really thank everyone to let me have this chance to know all this ppl: azuan, bendy, clarissa, deborah, grace, hui jing, jeffery, jue xiu, michael, ms hor, mr wallace, shahirah, shingo, si yuen, zhi wei (in order). thank you guys for helping me! i want to spend more time with u ppl, i dun want to go SIP.

sry for being so emo recently, the last post and this post!

the first time i go into the club i dun talk much, coz i dun noe anyone very well, i am poor with communication skills, i am afraid i say the wrong things, i am brainless, i dun feel confidence abt myself, i have no good points, i am afraid of the advisors and teachers, i have not much creativity and ideas, i did not go thru sub-comm, i dun noe anything, i always feel that i am an extra, with me around or not around it does not make a difference; no one will notice that i am not there or what-so-ever.

although now nth much had change but i am still very happy and grateful to these ppl that had come into my life before and make me survived through my 2nd year in poly. now thinking back, they are a bunch of very very nice ppl, funny and easy to get along with! serious when they need to and go wild when they are relaxing. i have great time with them. i sincerely hope that they have treated me as a friend coz i am really happy to know them and won't forget them. thru this club i have made more friends: adelyn, cheng har, clement, eric, eugene, jamie, jun jie, leslie, sherrilyn, shu hui and many others.

there is a lot i want to share but i do not know how to express out, the only thing i can say is that i am really really grateful and happy to know this club family.

back to the camp, i did not sleep the first night, was busy preparing the week o booklets, wow i dun feel tired at all, but in the morning around 10, when we were having briefing, i was so tired that i fell asleep, and so i was being sent to the staff lounge to slp. i woke up at 2 as i was shivering and my bladder is full. i dun want to slp anymore so i went to help carry log stuff. that night we all slept at 4 am. i really slpt till like 8 in the morning. i was tasked to packed the log room as the rest have other things to do. i dun think i did a good job, can be improve and i mess up large pails with medium pails. i will do a better job if i were to be given the task again, i really will. if given the chance.

slp like a log when i reached home, have to wake up for sch the next morning

SIP:
was posted to SMC food 21 pte. ltd. it was in boon lay!!! and i stay in pasir ris, so it is from east travel ALL the way to the west. so suay can! or it might be a blessing in disguise??? it might be??? want to cry, very hard to find time to go back to the sch, which then i will miss the club ppl more!!! will they miss me? i dun think so, but i hope they will. i will as i treasure friendship very importantly

just wondering

2007-03-27T14:31:00.000+08:00

i am just wondering if my friends had fogotten abt me!
ps: if any on u, my sec sch friend read this, pls dun be offended, i am just blogging out how i feel.

here are some examples:
- changed hp no. also did not update
- have birthday party also nv say anything
- msg them also nv reply
- help them do lots of stuff without saying anything
- dun even bother to talk and reply

i am thinking am i nothing in their eyes, am i just a passing stone that they met and step on to continue on with their life with nothing siginificant or special that they will keep to remember? am i just somebody useless with no more benefits for them so they threw away after they had finish using? y am i always being threated like it is my job to be their friends, my job to help them when they need my job to make them go on in life??? but when i need them, where r they???

if they threat me as friend then y the most simple thing they also forget.

i am not someone who live in this world t be bullied by others, used by others, trampled on like i am not a person. i am also a someone with feelings, have own self-esteem, pride too. i am also a person that needs to be care, help, love and respect by others. so wat if i am quite big size compared to other girls around, i am still a girl that is taller with bigger skeletal bones then the rest, i also need ppl to pamper me at times, and not being avoided and kept a distance away from. i also need friends to share my joy and at the same time my unhappiness, count me in in all ur fun and not leaving me out and want me to ask to join in(very think-skin like that)

i know u guys reading this may think that this is not like me! then i should ask what is then call like me? always smiling and thinking postively without any negetive thoughts or actions, putting up a brave and happy front like nothing unhappy incidents ever happen, doing something without thinking of others' feeling. i myself doesn't noe what is call like me!!!
i am sure that there is no one that is 100%perfect in the world. therefore accept me as who i am.

i am not sure if i am talking any sense, everything is in my head in a mess

if u all noe me well, u all will noe that friendship is very impt to me, i like making friends, i also like renewing friendships, although i can survive alone but without friends my life will not be meaningful, colourful and complete.

thank you for taking time off to read!

officially 19 on 21st march 2007

2007-03-22T13:38:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself!!!

i am older now so i should learn to be more mature!

ok so me and my classmates went to sentosa yesterday, it was my bday! and i took the chance to have fun with my classmates.
was the earliest to reach as usual! haha... then mas came, luckily if not i think i am rotting soon...
next is shirl then min. then come sg, jenna and jenny.
off we went to eat mac (as usual our routine when we go sentosa)
then we went back to the mrt to meet ying long and bren then we set off to vivo city,
we are taking the monorail to sentosa! The scenery is so so nice... i love it!

beegie and yan fen arrived and we walk to siloso beach, no shelter was availabe, so we went opposite to the other island which mas describe as island within an island. we have to cross a long bridge which is shaky and slanted to the right quite unbalance and somemore mas ang sg kept on shaking making the gals ssqueal. when we are there we realised that the place is like dirty and very far apart from the rest and the space there is very limited!
then we spot a shelter back there so sg ran to occupy it b4 others do, therefore we have to cross that shaky and tilted to the right bridge back opp, this time round it is not that bad i can balance le...

reached the shelter and settled down, started applying sun tan oil.
then me, jenna, min, sg and ying long went to play volleyball... haha should see the way we play, so funny, can 't even hit the ball across the net and wow when we hit the ball our hands hurt! it should be! haha we played till like all our hands are red! ying long and jenna also have blueblack. so funny we laughed and laughed. shirl and jenny went into the water; mas, bren, beegie and yanfen went to catch fishes at the other end....

and there is no sun!!! most of us want to get tanned but it did not rain yet.
so we continue playing volleyball then sun came up awhile and it was gone again.
after playing for a while we went into the water too! just soaking inside...
1hr or so we came out and prepared to go and bathe, just as we started walking, rain started it got heavier and heavier droplets of rain got bigger n bigger. so that the end of the sentosa trip, but my day still haven come to an end...

we went to vivo to eat. we split. subway and pastamania. i went to eat pastamania, i ate al funghi, but it is not nice, the sauce is tasteless, not nice, jenny also agree like lack of smth. potato salad is nice! yum yum!!!

after we finish, went to minds! in sg's car. with me there is shirl, min, jenna, jenny and sg but the rest went home le. we played bang and i was the sherrif(spelling correct?) outlaw died but i was killed by shirl!!! haha first time playing it was a nice game but quite confusing. played taboo too i realised i can't describe, acting is better haha. but not too bad i got quite a number of cards!

next we went to chomp chomp(spelling?) this is where i will intro another name; mary.
sg trusted mary but she misled us! in the end we spend quite long getting there. but on the way the whole car is filled with laughters!!! so funny, sg speaking to mary! and mary replied...
ate quite a lot, the tau hua was delicious, stingray too and bedok 'water(zui) cake' in hokkien...

then as night got deeper, sg drove all of us home. thx to him! i reached home quite early! (and he drove u turn 3 times!!! haha will be a pro soon!)

and ok i got presents too. friends are my present as they are present to have fun together. i hope they have as much fun as i have! thank you everyone! love ya!

2007-03-21T07:38:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday!!!

celebrate

2007-03-18T16:16:00.001+08:00

went out to celebrate my bday with my family yesterday!
celebrated yest as mine falls on weekday and mine siblings have sch till quite late!
went to swensen @ changi airport. the queue was very very long, but not too bad, we wait only a while, chicken baked rice and lime shebet was very nice!!!
although it was just a simple meal eat out, i enjoyed myself very much! my bro made so much lame, foolish, nerd faces and took it with his hp! haha...
one waiter saw it and also laughed with us!

came upon this web, the results:

Your Birthdate: March 21

You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone.
Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them.
Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

results r out

2007-03-16T10:56:00.000+08:00

hi ppl!
okie so exam results are out!
can say i didn't do quite badly as i passed all, but not with the grades i want yet.
shall continue to work harder
at least i didn't get supp!
thank god, buddha, all the ... for not letting me get supp

Updates

2007-03-09T10:51:00.005+08:00

miss club chalet as i need bring my sis to zoo, have piano lesson training and have to pray my ah gong.
hope the club ppl enjoyed themselves!!!

got an early bday present from my mum, it is a creative ear piece.
i am so touched that i cried when she gave it to me.
i only told her my ear piece is spoilt in the morning, then in the afternoon she went out to buy le.
i am very happy.
very emo on that day

as something happen b4 my mum came home, so i hid in my room and cry till i slp. my mum came rushing home to check on me. she pass me the ear piece, i held it in my hands and i started crying.

then i took a photo of my bday present with my bro new phone.
i kept on asking him to upload the pic for me but he didn't.
untill yesterday, he said that he had deleted the pic.
idiot lor, i am very pissedoff with him lar, nv ask for my permission b4 he delete it. AND he STILL DID NOT UPLOAD IT FOR ME!!!
very very unhappy.
y can't he just upload it when he is transferring the songs into his hp???
y can't he ask me forst b4 he delete it???
although it is his hp, but i had ask him to upload it everyday when i see him, so irritating
i am really not happy.

my mum tell me to take again, do u noe that when i open the cover the whole packaging is alr spoil not like original, do u noe that the feeling and meaning is different alr???
this type of things is v impt to me.

stupid brother!!!! now i dun have the pic of my bday present in original packaging from mummy le lar...

how i spend my day

2007-02-15T00:31:00.001+08:00

wow!!!

i changed to use google account to login to my blog and i realised that there is font and colour to change my words!!! so i am trying out the colours...

today... is V-day, supposed to spend with the other half; but oh well too bad i had not met him yet.

so i went out with my friends, it is a very enjoyable day!

in the afternoon, i had my lessons, then after that i met up with adelyn and jj, we invited ernest to come along and we went to tamp to take mrt... jj went to buy some stuffs while we took the mrt to go city hall to meet eric, on the way, ernest alighted to go home to take some stuff.

i saw my teacher!!! haha so coincident... he is going home... my art teacher who kept my art pieces and nv return me! haha... i am so petty!!!

so off we continue with the journey to city hall, by the time we reached there they have not arrived yet, then the two of uss noticed a guy caring ferro roche flowers, so romantic can!!!
then we also realised that we are the only two girls waiting, the rest of the people there waiting there are guys!!! haha... and there are a lot of ppl! so crowded...

then they arrived shortly after that, with presents for us!!! so nice of them!!! i am shocked and stunned for a moment, my face become hot; first time receiving such a big present, can't squeeze into my bag, and i keep on saying thank you, really dun noe what else to say.
i feel weird also, as i have say that it was the first time receiving such thing... so off we go again to marina square with the bear bear and flower in my hand. the bear bear so cute!!! haha saw shahirah!!! and... haha

we are suppose to eat fish and co, but dun noe why, we can't seem to find it and we combed the whole shopping area and in the end we gave up, so we went to a japanese to eat instead! oh and i found out that when they put 4chilli on the menu or more it is really very very spicy, coz 2 chilli is already burning ur throat!!! and i dun like sake, not even a sip.... no no no

went to the arcade after that, played the "find the missing items" game we wanted to break the highest record but when we finished all the 20 stages we are still not anywhere near the high score, and we played the throw the basketball game, wow me and adelyn are quite good!!! we scored like 101 points, cool man first time scored so high, although this is the second time i played only. then jj played the dancing one, he is good!!! haha he always cleared the round although the other player failed badly; including me!!! haha. the steps is so hard to step, have to stamp it then it will work...

it is late already so we decided to go home

2007-02-14T11:47:00.000+08:00

ITS VALENTINE'S DAY

SO

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

TO EVERYONE!!!

visit this!!!

2007-02-10T20:39:00.000+08:00

HI all!!!

pls visit the following web, by copy and paste onto a new web.

oh and pls help me to do the quiz too!!!

thx!!!

http://www.geocities.com/kardia_tp/

thx a lot...... =)

AND i have cut my hair!!!

i feel a bit weird though...

it will grow back soon!!!

explode

2007-02-08T15:36:00.000+08:00

something happen!!!!!!!

haha... quite funny though

here it goes....

when i was paying for my drinks at the bookshop,

there was a sudden loud "POP"!

i turn around curiously,

but there was nothing

so

i turn back to face the counter

then it was at that moment

i saw

SMOKE

steaming out of the monitor

of the opposite counter

this is not the funniest thing yet...

continue;

a guy

quickly took out his handphone

and took a picture of it...

haha...

wonder what happen next! did not stay back to see.(i am not that busybody lor)

to all who consider themselves my friends!!!

2007-02-07T16:50:00.000+08:00

this is an email msg, i find it meaningful, i shall share with everyone!!!
Friends: take note of he last paragraph!!! =)

THE POSITIVE SIDE OF LIFE:

Living on Earth is expensive,
but it does include a free trip
around the sun every year.

How long a minute is
depends on what side of the
bathroom door you're on.

Birthdays are good for you;
the more you have,
the longer you live.

Happiness comes through doors you
didn't even know you left open.

Ever notice that the people who are late
are often much jollier
than the people who have to wait for them?

Most of us go to our grave
with our music still inside of us.

If Tescos and Asda are lowering prices every day,
how come nothing is free yet?

You may be only one person in the world,
but you may also be the world to one person.

Some mistakes are too much fun
to only make once.

Don't cry because it's over;
smile because it happened.

We could learn a lot from crayons:
some are sharp, some are pretty,
some are dull, some have weird names,
and all are different colours....but
they all exist very nicely in the same box.

A truly happy person is one who
can enjoy the scenery on a detour.

Have an awesome day, and
know that someone
who thinks you're great
is thinking of u!

life

2007-02-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

wow it has been a month and 6 days since i last posted!
time does really flies!!!

the days are very stressed for me, lots of events, incidents, emotions, thoughts have been going through me! but nevertheless, there will always be friends to console, understand, share and make me happier. *touched*

things never come out right for me! everything just happen the opposite way and sometimes it is worst. when i say everything, it really means everything. (from studies, to health, to relationship with family, friends and even love life) such a failure can!

but YES!!! i pulled through as u can see, i am updating here... haha

thx to friends!
FRIENDS really have a make a great impact in my life!
i dun think i can survived without them, my whole world will just be like a life-less zombie going through everyday without laughter, sadness, boredom, jealously, basically ALL the feelings and emotions lar...
just as what i am facing at this instant (loneliness!) came home with everyone asleep.- no life! when i woke up every morning, it is the same, the whole house feels cold and empty. =(

oh enough abt tt

next up

have been doing FPQAP regularly, as u all noe, we are always being summoned to stay back at the last minute... when go there, our time are wasted for doing nothing!!!
y does this type of ppl surviving in the world??? (borrow bks then purposly dun want to return to the library, and want every grp members to pay $2 for the fines!
what is this man? we nv ask him not to return? and also we stayed till almost 10 in sch to do tt. and also we called to go, when we have nth to do there, have to wait for ___ to edit finish b4 we can continue... sheety right! not enough scolding, can go to another to see... haha

many many reports!!! tests

oh ya! chinese new year cannot slack lar, there is paper on thursday! life really is bad, even cannot celebrate chinese new year happily especially after i haven been celebrating for the past 3 years due to my grandpa's death.
(just to let all of u noe! My grandpa's is a very very very good and nice person, and grandpa! i still miss him after so many years)

new year!

2007-01-01T09:51:00.001+08:00

new year has started 9hr and 50 minutes ago.
oh well, new year new wish new challenge ahead.
(my wish list is under profile)

2006 was an enjoyable year for me although there are lots of problem faced, but i have made friends, leart to cope with stress, time.

hope 2007 will be better, i will stay HAPPY.
nothing in e world cannot b solved, when there is a will, there is a way.
i will keep reminding myself this.
at the same time i will reflect on 2006 and improve myself

take care and HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!

2006-12-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

too much to blog, dun noe where to start, therefore not blogging
anyway..........

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

enjoy ur holidays everyone

see ya soon!

GOOD NEWS!!!!

2006-12-02T11:27:00.000+08:00

firstly i am very very happy. coz my group of friends and i went to take part in the captain's ball and we won FIRST!!!

really have to thanz my team mates for agreeing to join me as a team to play. LOVE THEM!!! we were quite surprised that we won, coz we didn't thought that we could win the last year champ, and this year there were many strong teams. i didn't play much though coz i am having diarrea that day, so in the end i am the one catching the ball. it is so scary to stand on the chair; i am afraid of heights. and that's the first time i become a catcher haha... played against cst year 3, i can say that they are good, they have good sportsmanship and my team is really lucky as we won them by a pathetic 1 point. after that match whistle was blown, and i realised that my team had won, i cried! (tears of joy just came flowing down my cheeks) i am so emo... hahah!!! lame leh. i cried not because i wanted to win badly but it is coz i am very afraid on the chair was shaking throughout the whole match, nearly fell but luckily the defender of the opp team supported me, i m touched, relieve and happy, tt's y

since we won the cst yr 3s, then we had to play against last year champ! for the 1st and 2nd position, my team were like, "goosh!" seniors which is those cst yr3s they give us some pointers, like i have to stand with my legs open on the chair, so that i won't fall down so easily and it will be more balanced. and then comes the final match! i can say i am alr very tense up! but many seniors and friends gave us support as they want us to trash the last yr champ! haha so funny! but i am too scare to hear what they are shouting behind. i only knew that i am still shaking and cold sweat just pour out, didn't count how many times i caught the ball. the match ended, yup and we won! as u can guess, i cried again. but this time not many ppl noe coz the lights at the court switched off, so it was dark. i can't believe it!!! i really can't. thx to my team mates, they are the BEST!

angel:
my angel baked cookies for me on mon, baked me biscuit on tue, gave me cadbur___ (pai seh dun noe how to spell) bar on thur, and gave me notepack on fri. so sweet can! i am really lost for words on how to express how happy, touched i am. thx so much ANGEL! thank you!

=)

2006-11-26T19:09:00.000+08:00

ANGEL!
thx so much, i am very very happy!

i received so much treasures from this angel of mine for the past week!
On Monday: i received a notebook. She heard tt i have lost mine, so she brought me a new one. so sweet of "my angel" right?
On Tuesday: i received a packet of "energy bar" or do u call it "breakdast bar"!
On Wednesday: i received a bar of chocolate!
On Thursday: i got a packet of chipsmore!

My angel is so nice! so sweet!

for the past week is quite stress for me coz i had lots of quizes, but the actions of my angel made me realised how one person can brighten up another person's life! my angel made my past week a very sweet one! i am really very touched by her actions, no one has threat me tt well before! so i am very shocked and lost of words over how to react and what to say. angel thx for what u have done! i really felt loved!

THX ANGEL!

postcard!

2006-11-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

got a POSTCARD from my angel!

shocked is my expression!

just came home from jalan raya! i only meet them at like 5pm, ok lar think it is alright! oh and we have this new hand shake! so cool can... haha

ok back to wat i am saying, i came into the house then my mother said: "girl, there is a postcard for u!"
i ask from who?
then she say dun noe, no name and is written in number. i was like huh???
then i took the postcard from her and see, oh... it is in number code!!!
i break the code le! hahaha...

my angel is so cute right! so thoughtful AND creative!

thx angel! (ps: i am still having a hard time guessing who are u. any hint for me?) haha... better not, if not no fun le right?

oh and i lost my notebook yesterday! and i dun rmb what are the things i need to do le! die... so forgetful!!! *bang wall* will try to find on mon

angel

2006-11-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

i am so touched!!!

was so busy since the sch term starts, blogged yesterday and i received tag from my angel! was so surprise!

and today went to sch, only have 1 hr break for lunch and need to do projects, so i dun have anytime to go down to the booth, then so coincidence, my lab ended early for my group, so i get to go off earlier then usual. made a trip down to the PAP booth, and then i am like saying: "i want to noe who my angel is?" then is like they say tt the chocolate on the table is my angel give it to me de. i was like shocked and i go: "huh!" I AM SO TOUCHED CAN! (i would like to noe who u r ANGEL!) Thank you very much!

okie to update those who r blur and dun noe wat i am talking about! my ASC is currently having this angel and mortal thing, so i received some very sweet stuff from my angel!

school started: 4 weeks alr

2006-11-16T17:12:00.000+08:00

hi all!!!

sry for not updating!!!

my blog has spider webs and spiders crawling around

urgh..........

now let me clean it a bit by up dating (ps: shirl ask: how to clean?)

haha.........

from the start of school till now, it is already 4 weeks

i have been very very very very very very very very very very busy, from here i think u can see how busy i am!

busy with events, studies, projects, family, myself, dun even have the time for my friends......

ok so i shall stop here, off to do my stuffs!!!

long post

2006-10-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

Finally i am going to update!

OK so sch is starting tml, and i found out tt my timetable is not the same as my clique!!! so sad can =( cannot everyday, everytime see them, be together with them, laugh and joke with them, attend lectures, tutorials and meetings together. so definitely it will be hard for us to go out together but we WILL DEFINETLY GO OUT! i am sure we WILL STILL SPENT TIME TOGETHER de. we r going to compare our timetable tml, so as to make time to meet up...

i have been working for the past few weeks, so quite busy and tired. and i miss the chances going out with them to sentosa, meet them for dinner and go shopping. my work ended on friday, i should be happy but i feel quite sad. maybe it is because it has been a habit waking up at 6am and going to work, go for lunch then go home...

and i have been going for meetings. proposal must come out soon!!! real soon!

oh and i have go out with grace they all, the times with them are great, thx grace! wat i say is better not to blog out, but i really mean it!!!

time pass very quickly, at these moment in time i am already going to start sem 2.2, i have struggle through many subjects which i dun like as they need memorising. i can still rmb the times i have in year 1, still not use to poly life still very blur. been through many laughter with my class AA02,i will miss them as we are going to be in different class, thx friends for the days i have spent with u guys
though now i am in year 2, i am still as blur and lost, i have join ASC, learning to have more confident, i am sure this coming sem will be wonderful as i have met many great friends

oh and i am sick coz of the stupid haze, have running nose and keep on sneezing and there's something struck in my throat sooooooooooooooo uncomfortable; very painful too! stupid indonesia why must the trees be on fire? why must be in forest where there are so much trees? why is there haze form when trees are burnt? why is the PSI always so high? when will the haze be gone? y only stop sch when the PSI has reach 400, by tt time i think more then half the population will be gone le, the PSI is 100+ but if prolong, the effect will be worst then when the PSI is 400. hospital patients who already have difficulty breathing now they are suffering and struggling just to breath, there is still children and the elderly, i myself a teenager is already affected by the haze, so pls god, buddha, etc... pls make the haze go away, stop the burnings in indonesia and some other places!

take care everyone! enjoy the last of the holidays and see ya all tml!!! =)))

2006-10-04T13:59:00.000+08:00

CUTEZ!!!

COOL leh... dun belive, take a look

work

2006-09-22T10:31:00.000+08:00

yesterday
SUb-comm retreat was fun... is only the ghost stories part that i dun like.... urgh!!! i am wondering "did i scream???" i am not sure but i think i did, i scare okay!

i did not went for ice-breakers and captain's ball game boo hoo hoo... i want play...

went for my first day of work today, very sian but a lot of things to rmb cannot have any mistake de must be perfect and accurate... tiring also. oh ya and everyone there has to rmb their own pin number even going to the toilet also need pin number lar so weird one...

worst of all cannot work together with Jenna so lonely lar whole day nv talk cool right! haha... must work again tml

pics

2006-09-16T13:42:00.000+08:00

some pics of my grp!

everyone

LTC

2006-09-14T07:34:00.000+08:00

Had my LTC camp. i survived!!! hooray!
tell u the whole thing, so sit back and enjoy! -long post(might be boring)

on the first day(friday):
we are supposed to report at 6pm, but main comm have to report at 3pm to get ready some stuffs; and i have some project meetings to attend therefore have to come at 2pm.
yup so i went to school at 2. When 6 pm arrived, we are supposed to help the registration and offcially annnounce the start of the LTC. we have these interesting game; WWW (for short), shoe factory; where we have to stand in a circle and take out both side of our shoe and leave it in the middle of the circle, then we have to take other's shoe, and both leg cannot be the same person, haha my right feet was comfortable but my left feet is very very tight... and then we have to find the matching shoe for each leg and stand beside tt person. these so called station games ended and it is already 8.

we went back into LT 8, the rest of the programme for the rest of the days are prepared and planned by the advisors and we know nothing abt it.
all of us are supposed to put our wallet, hp and torchlight into a zip-lock bag, with our names written on it. and tt is the real start of our tiring camp. we went out to play some more station game-like games. we have to form a single line without opening our mouth with the criteria stated by the advisors and listen to instruction. and we play lots of rounds of this game; with some like arrange according to the place u lived, block number (from the smallest number at one side to the biggest at the other end) eg 54, 545, 36, 100, 2, 527; this will be arrrange as 2,36,54,100,527,545 and not 100,2,36,527,54,545. and we ended this game with passing of message. for this game i have no idea wat they are doing, not a hint was given when this game start... after a while of being blur blur then i realised tt they are playing another game and there were a total of 4 things we are supposed to pass, and we thought it was only from one direction and so after one item was collect, i keep on looking back to signal for the next item but they say no more le, then the other end pass a hp to say need the last person to give his zip-lock bag to advisors... a while more it ended...
i am not sure of the time le as we have to give our zip-lock bag to the mentors and i did not have a watch with me... and some other games were played for that night.

we received a programme flow for the camp before tt and we are supposed to wake up and report by 8 for morning exercise. Lights out at 12, and we(main comm) have a meeting. main comms bathe till very late near 12, and we are rushing back so tt we won't be late and break the rule of "Lights out at 12", left 2 minutes, and we can't take the lift, so we are running up the stairs, went in to the bunk and packed our stuffs fast. i cannot sleep as my hair is very wet... but i know myself i need to get some sleep. the problem now is no one has hp, so there are no alarm... i need to get up in the morning at 6 to bathe!!! then i was like asking my brain to automatically wake myself up at 6 to bathe and asking my brain to sleep, but i still can't skeep at night.... so irritating!!! i am like flipping here and there, with my hair still wet, and people all over talking in the dark. at tt time it was already 12 plus. advisor came up to check. suddenly i saw this head pop at the window and i was like saying "_______! _______! _______!" then the whole room is quiet before tt advisor took out a torch and shine it in to the room to check.
i continue "try" to sleep, the room continue to fill with voices slowly decreasing as the time pass, but i am still very much awake... heard a watch sounding off its alarm, and i thought so fast 6pm le uh...and i haven sleep like one minute. the next thing i knew was mentors came knocking at the door to wake us up. lights were turn on, i saw the time, it was 3.30am we were given 5 minutes to get ready and gather at first level. went to brush teeth and wash my face, changed into sport shoe, and clumsly; blurrly; hurried down the stairs and gather in 4 rows 2each... and then i realised tt we are going to run... my god lah! running so early in the morning,(and running is wat i hate most). supposed to run to rock wall then play rope game then run to tcc to play another rope game then back to AS, in the end my group only did the first part and we ran all the way to tcc then go back AS without stopping, for me is i keep on stopping as i am lousy.

rested at AS for the other groups to come then we were given landyard with our matric card and are suppose to bring it wherever we go, we were allow to wash up for 5 minutes and report at classroom. we stand in circle, hold onto a card given out by mentors and not suppose to talk or see the cards. we have to turn to our right and slot in the card we are holding to the person standing infront of u(landyard are all put at the back for this reason) and we need to get into group black and red, then indidual group of spade, hearts, club, and diamonds then stand line up according to the number with Ace as 1 and King as 13. played the next game again with poker cards, diamonds=$0.50; clubs=$0.20; hearts=$0.10; spades=$0.05, we need to get in to group containing the correct amount that they want eg. they want $1.25, we can have 2 ppl holding on to 1 diamond card each and with another 2 ppl holding onto a club card and a spade card to make up the correct amt then sit down in a given time of 1min. lasted a few rounds. the next game was, building of towers in groups, i was in the Clementi group, we are suposed to build a tower that can allow u to earn most money; breath of 35cm earns $100,000, the lesser it is, the smaller amt of $$$ earn; height also the same, there is $$ given to accuracy, and the amt of card used and time taken, the lesser the cards used the more $$ given(20=$160,000 10=$80,000); time taken(5min=$100,000 20min=-$$100,000) and need to tell mentor, how many cards used, time tt will be taken, height and breadth, the mentor will then time and see. After we are done we are supposed to leave it there to see whether it collapse.

Went into the LT, announcement were made that my grp tie with French Road for the highest profit earn for the tower. Congratz to my grp!!! Then we are given this profile of house that we are supposed to go to, to design and clean up the flat for tt household. We have to studied and come up with a plan of wat to do, who to do wat, and wat items do they need, and how much will it cost to but (we have to maximize the budget we have).

We got to the place... since it is confidential, i cannot leak anything out here, i can only say tt the living conditions are very very very bad, i cannot imagine tt there are really someone living in this kind of place...

bus came to pick us up to go to the campsite, to set up our tent, just after we set up, it started to rain cats and dogs... we were drenched from running in the rain to a shelter. After the rain stopped , the girls tent were found to be wet! it is my fault! sorry gals forgive me; sotong me did not zip the tent totally! how stupid can i go??? my shoe is still wet from the rain. then we have to run like 5km to a place before we can settle down to have our dinner... i am tired le ok!

then we were given 30 minutes to eat, but in the end we only have 5 mintues to eat, my whole grp were like stuffing everything down into their mouth... and when teacher comes, we had alr finish eating, but they say we have 30 minutes to plan a proposal that we r supposed to submit to them so than we can have extra $$$ for the buying of stuff for tt family we r helping. then briefing came, we have night walk at OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL and OLD ARMY BARRACKS. we r grp in 3s my group was with gowri and nicholas, luckily for me both of them r not scared coz i m damn scare, i dun think anyone will noe how scare i feel... b4 the walk after i noe we are going to tt place, i started to get nervous, we have this 10minutes interval between every grp. we waited, and waited... and next moment, it is my turn... my hair start to stand! i am very scare...... the whole kourney through the OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL, i did not dare to look around as i m afraid i may see somethings that are not supposed to be seen.... i am scared of seeing all this stuff but i like to read ghost stories, watch scary movies and for this i have a very good imagination... i can imagine something is not there and scared myself, so stupid right??? i am like holding on to my partners the whole way through... clinching onto them, i cannot expressed how scare i was during tt time... there is this bridge we are suppose to walk onto it and take a piece of paper from there at the middle of the bridge, i imagined tt there is something up at the front and a hand suddenly just grabbed my ankle from underneath. to sat the truth, i nv see the surroundings therefore i dun even noe there is wards. when we reached the end and saw the rest of the grps there, my heart feels a lot lighter and now i am sweating, while just now i am having cold sweat all over.

next we walk the OLD ARMY BARRACK, tt one to other ppl is nth (chicken feet) but for me i am quite scare but it is a lot better than the previous one. i realise tt i am a bit scare of the dark esp at unfamiliar place. when we walk in, my heart start to beat, but when we walk out, i am having ease walking. as this path is walked in then walked out using the same route.

after we completed these 2, we walked all the way back to the campsite, u noe wat, it is a 1hr+++ walk. tiring! reached the campsite, the first thing i do is to ask if there is debrief then i go and bathe. tt is alr around 2+-3 le. then we sit down to discuss the proposal, so my whole grp sleep around 3+ nearly 4. the next morning we woke up at 6, as we have to clear our tent and packed up everything so as to start travelling to each individual homes to wrap everything up. then we went back to sch to have some debrief and TT's the end of our LTC! BReak camP

main comm have to stay back for debrief, and i reached home at 1am! so tiring! calculated, i did not sleep for 60 hours!!! break record!

butt hurts

2006-09-08T12:54:00.000+08:00

went cycling at ubin today! Butt hurts le... too long didn't cycle!
got darker le...
my butt hurt like blue- black like tt... haha... serve me right for not cycling often.
down slope is fun...
no mosquito bites!!! =)))
but i think i am allergy or intolerance to coconut... quite surprised by this
will be going for camp tml till sunday
i am prepared to get even darker
can say is burnt le...
ohhh and i realised i haven packed my bag for the camp tml... i should go pack now...
bye guys! update soon!

can le

2006-09-06T17:08:00.000+08:00

can le can le
i suddenly thought of it (check the jelp buuton)
then i realised tt i dun have wat flash player...
so i went to dl it, now can le... hahah
so hsppy

pissed

2006-09-04T08:06:00.000+08:00

i am very very very very (x100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000) pissed. shirleen will noe y.

here it goes; i am already so pathetic with no job to earn $$$ and nothing to do at home... the stupid old computer won't work and the new one won't allow me to go youtube, go le dun load for me to see, i can't watch anything..........
i can't go out too, will confirm spend $$$ de...

stupid youtube....urghhhhhhhhhhhhhh i really dun noe wat happen to it lar, shirleen de can work y mine can't....... so irritating and i am damn pissed really, i have nv been so pissed off before....... pls lar let youtube work, dun deprived me of my teenagehood... i am already so poor thing le... watching on youtube is my only chance of enjoying and relaxing myself; no $$$ buy vcds, or go out.........

so god just let youtube work for me!!!!!!!

dun

2006-09-02T11:48:00.000+08:00

dun feel like blogging... disappointed in myself
no confidence
can i clear this sem with no supp papers or repeated sub???
pls let me clear...
for every paper, i dun even noe whether anything goes into my head when i study, i sun even noe when i am doing the papers, did i interpret the question correct, am i writing out of context???

and i need a job! for myself (no money to spar) and my mother (so that she can stop asking me to go and find one)

dun feel like typing or talking much!

update next time!

guess wat!!!

2006-08-06T14:52:00.000+08:00

guess wat!!! i am right! right from the start; i said MI LO PENG aka MI LU BING will win, and they really won! they are very very talented!!! nick can compose songs, sam can play so many instruments and wei qi can do beat box! they are so cool okay! and not to forget; they are cute! "their patterns are more then badminton"-quoted

(ps: no offence here)
i am not saying that the other bands r not good, all the bands that came are all very brave! they have their good in their own ways!Let us put our hands together to give all the super bands a round of applause; and 3 cheers to them Hip Hip Hooray! Hip Hip Hooray! Hip Hip Hooray!!!

Sam, Nick and Wei Qi, must jia you all the way!!! many fans are supporting u and at the same time enjoying ur music! (ps:like they will see my blog like tt) haha...

i think they deserved it!

but i think the other groups like that get out is not fair, out of 4 can only choose 2... so sad for them. SOUL dance steps very coordinate and they can sing; they r tall too! J3 not bad; their accompliment very nice! Juz-B's music is nice too!

introduced! nice song

2006-07-31T02:15:00.000+08:00

I Believe In You (Il Divo with Celion Dion)

Lonely
The path you have chosen
A restless road
No turning back
One day you
Will find your light again
Don't you know
Don't let go
Be strong

Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe I believe I believe
In you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself, an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you can not do
I believe I believe I believe
In you

Tout seul
Tu t'en iras tout seul
Coeur ouvert
A l'univers
Poursuis ta quête
Sans regarder derrière
N'attends pas
Que le jour
Se lève

Suis ton étoile
Va jusqu'où ton rêve t'emporte
Un jour tu le toucheras
Si tu crois si tu crois si tu crois
En toi
Suis ta lumière
N'éteins pas la flamme que tu portes
Au fonds de toi souviens-toi
Que je crois que je crois que je crois
En toi

Someday I'll find you
Someday you'll find me too
And when I hold you close
I'll know that it's true

[Repeat English chorus]

camp ended! it was very fun! not the whole programme though; just the bonding with friends! laugh real hard, funny, foolish, crazy actions and dares (thought by bendy) haha... Azuan's help help i can't stop rolling, shaun's super mario, bomberman, grace's long banana joke and being dump into the basketball goalpost, and many many more.... damn funny lah!!! i enjoyed myself a lot, laugh so much till mouth cramp, stomach pain. the food provided also not bad...but is bee hoon bee hoon and bee hoon,haha i like bee hoon! the camp not like camp at all; coz shingo brought lots of snacks, more like a pinic/outing. and not tiring!

~ can hardly breathe ~

2006-07-21T09:24:00.000+08:00

Just managed to stop N take a deep breathe for a while...
this week is very very packed; having tests continuously for 3 days straight
tue: NLS topic 4 nutrition which includes infants, toddlers, school-age children and adolescents.My friend counted total is 307 slides(so thick okay!); wed: APFS topic 4 also cleaning and sanitizing although it is only 1 topic there is a lot of slides(quite thick as compared to NLS)+ post lab APFS quiz; thurs: sociology class test 6 chapters
haven been sleeping well for the past few days although got sleep(cannot dun slp; will wat i dunnoe, coz nv try not slping b4, cannot stand will slp automatically) haha!!!
still have to write my script and ppt slides for sociology due Sat. databases due TML!!!

oh N i realised i lost my technical report which teacher gave back to me during FI lab, *sob!sob!*
those who took it return to me pls! IT IS MY HARDWORK! PLEASE RETURN BACK TO ME

~~~ tired and headache ~~~ ~~~ tired and headache ~~~

qiong again

analysis

2006-07-13T12:30:00.000+08:00

tried an anylasis called "True Analysis"
wonder whether it is true??? haha some like quite true
Here's my results:
1. You are a person who is willing to share.
2. Any friends that came along, you will accept and trust them completely.
3. What you want in your life is half fulfilled.
4. You are weak in your life and tends to be fragile.
5. You have an average sex drive.
6. You have a lot of good friends.
7. Your last relationship is not a good one and is not memorable to you.
8. Even when your partner is around you, you will flirt around with others.
9. You have an average ego.
10. A humble personality is in you.
11. You get average bond with your friends.
12. Your partner is pure and good in my heart.
13. Your partner is a very homely and humble person.
14. You seek your partner whenever you are met with problems.

ended lessons

2006-07-12T07:43:00.000+08:00

here i am at the sch com lab 2, my lessons ended at 1.30pm, so early okay!!! got meeting at 6.30...
playing the games at miniclip.com, watching mi lu bin on youtube, stoning, eat!!! so bored!!!
nth much to blog!!!
haha but surprisingly today we did not get screamed at by TKB, haha so happy; he still say good and we r the first group to go off... usually my grp is the last and everything we do is wrong wrong and wrong!
so ya nth much happened today! slackkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!

update again!

2006-07-08T14:43:00.000+08:00

b4 e result:
jue xiu asked me: "r u nervous?"
i answered: "if i am not, then i am lying."
e result:
i had lots of mixed feelings in me. i am happy for those who got in (including myself)CONGRADUATIONs everyone!!! but in another way, i am sad for those who did not get selected; they had a gd start; at least they pluck up their courage to join and run as a first start. after e result announcement, while walking back i suddenly had some negative feelings; sad, depressed, useless! heard some comments..
i should learn not to care about how others is talking bad about u, just do wat u think is correct and dun regret after doing. (i am really very sensitive about all these comments made especially when all those comments are very negative and hurts e heart. how i wish i can be immune to all these then i do not have to care AT ALL, now i am hurt by all these..
trying to heal myself... give some support if can!

breakdown~~~

2006-07-02T12:07:00.000+08:00

"i am surprised that you are running!", that's wat my friends told me...

haha!!!

i can say that i had always wanted to join, but had been rejected! now, i plucked up my courage to run for the elections... (not sure wat i am saying!)
understand?

scared! how am i going to bring myself on to the stage??? nv stand on a stage to give a speech b4(or did i?)but too afraid to remember? anyway i need to give a speech soon, but i realised i noe nth; how to help others?, wat to say in my speech?, how to say the speech?, how to stand?, which direction to face?.
i can imagine myself standing there, making a fool out of myself! stumble and fall while walking up to speak!, teeth chattering and my body shivering(shaking) while i am speaking! cannot talk and pronounce(correct spelling?) the words properly! and my face become as red as a tomato(or even more red)

i remember my talk with hui lin yesterday, she said that "a fool can't speak!, a fool wouldn't run for elections!"

i think through wat she had said and i agreed with her, but i still have this scary, insecure feeling inside me. (is it low-self esteem?) that's y i want to join to know about myself and to conquere all my fear and weakness. and now my biggest worry is: how to say my speech and wat am i going to say in the speech??? i totally have no idea at all! benefits??? for school and students?